Tuesday... That's all, it's tuesday

So, its been a challenging week. I've cried 3 times in the last 3 days, which is kind of a lot. It's less than it was but I thought I was done with crying... guess not. This weekend I got the bill for all the medical stuff, that made me cry, not cause of the money (though it could make someone cry) but because of the reason for the bill. And things keep coming up, like my cousin talking about strollers and the couple with the baby in front of me at church, or talking about moving. It just sucks that something I wanted so bad was taken away. I know the Lord has a plan for it, I just wish it was easier.

So, I  have carpal tunnel, typing doesn't really help the situation, but I have a wrist brace on. You never think about how much you use something till its not there. For instance, how often do you use your wrist, a lot! When you use your keys to open a door, to open a door, to wash your hands, to type, write, open anything really, bottles, jars, etc. To answer the phone, to text, to pick things up, to get dressed, do your hair, make-up and SO many other things, just everyday things! It's amazing really!

Anyway, I sorta feel like I'm falling apart, and it's tiring!